Finally

Most of the symptoms are over.

Let's see, what is new.

I finally bought a new powercord for my mac. This is a big thing as I fucking hate the mac store because of all the mac emo hipsters who work there and while they seem like they know what they are talking about, it frustrates me because they also seem very out of place. Like they should be behind their macs at home. Or they think it's a cool place to work because of their idol Steve Jobs. There's something empty behind all of their faces, it's like they must go through this intense customer service training (perhaps due to a lack of human contact) and they just never quite get it down. They're nice and all......but something is missing.

I also hate greeters at the door. But that is just my personal preferance as I like to be undisturbed when shopping.

I'll tell you something, I am really sick of how my powercords for my ibook g4 keep breaking right where the wire enters into the plug. This is the fourth one. I wouldn't be so anal about replacing them if my friend hadn't told me that the same thing had happened to his powercord and started a fire.

Plus once you twist them around a lot, they break even more.

Apparently people are scared to ride in the elevator with Steve Jobs because there is a high chance of him firing you for some reason or another if you do something stupid in that short time. I wouldn't be scared of riding with him, I'd want to. I'd give him a piece of my mind about their powercords for their ibook g4.

Even though he would probably ignore me and have me escorted out of the building.

Though going on the theme of a lack of fear that I've been having, I'd have to say that it's quite high for me. It's just that for a lot of things that happen in daily life, I know that it's not a big deal if something wrong goes down or if I make a mistake. I can't say I'm scared of meeting new people or doing anything like that, but maybe that's because....I have more confidence. Plus two years in the nightclub industry is enough to jade anyone of anything bad happening if you don't mess up that much. You have people yelling at you all the time in clubs, trying to get into your pants constantly, getting you messed up, you're dealing with office politics in a grander scale so to speak where the large x factor is what drugs the other person is on and where they are on their trip at the time of discussion.

There are some things that do make me afraid though, like the health of my family....friends.... stuff like that.

I wonder what it's going to be like when I fully get off of paxil. Maybe I should do that over the weekend of Martin Luther King day.

-Jordan