Odds and ends

1. I am really looking forward to the computer that my friend is donating me. He is a computer guy and is giving me one of his 23048230984 computers since apparently me lacking one fills him with a nameless dread.

2. It's always wise to not make off color jokes to your boss.

3. I feel like I'm on the verge of something big. I guess since I have been away from a computer for so long, the need to write a screenplay is really getting to me. And I have a great idea. It's just itching to come out. I just find it easier to type it out though, instead of taking it to paper.

4. I'm a week into my decrease in dosage, and today I felt like crap. Dizzy. Depressed. Lethargic. Languorous. Languorous, I love that word. Ever since I read it in Nabokov's 'Lolita' to describe a blonde.....(read the sentence here). I know that this [withdrawal] is a good thing , and I am already prepping myself for the massive intake of vitamins and other healthy food that I will be consuming soon. I'm still eating pretty normal...healthy...stuff. But I am looking forward to drinking my 1 part vegetables, 2 parts fruit drinks that for some reason make me feel anxious when drinking now. I know it sounds ridiculous.

5. I am signing up with a matchmaking service. I realized that I am not going to meet the best guys on okcupid.com. For the most part, the ones that I do meet are in their thirties, are balding, and live in the outer boroughs with room-mates.

6. Speaking of grammar, I wish that there was an adult book of grammar that I could read, and practice with, as I feel like my grammar skills are slowly going down the toilet. "Eats, shoots and leaves" is definitely a good one....that I haven't bought yet.